late call in today due i went back to bed this morn x
thanks venuscat and yup i know one of my problems is self worth and have no worth for myself if hatred can be a worth who knows. nvm was just being negative there so will be more positive x got through yesterday and sweats and all that through night which ended up in bed by 7-30pm and woke up 6-15am then took dog out and went back to bed till 11am. got alcohol Councillor tomo, so just need to get through today and get past this craving i have just now.
good to see so many faces and will check in again later x have good day.x