The SMALL cost of a sofa. is NOT worth the cost of your self esteem or recovery, KAILY. You know this of course, but since when has logic been something we use when craving? Craving for me- like for sugar, comes in waves. It never tastes as good as it does before buying the stuff...…
Keep posting, distract yourself - put the sofa in your garage or whatever and just remember- even if you do not get your money back- it is not worth your soul.