The internet saved my good life.
Without it i would have not found sr.
Sr educated me. Without that i was doomed to relapse unknowingly until i was fully insane or physically destroyed.
I am still healing.
I know a little drink here and there is 100% guaranteed to turn into a worse state of addiction then where i was.
Folk s in AA and here have written and talked about it since my day 1. I unknowingly had hundreds of day 1s.
I am fully kindled and suffer from paws and ptsd. I accept this. My inability to cope with lifehas been altered by decades of booze self medication.
Thank God those days are over.
I will never never ever ever poison myself with booze again.
Amen.
Thanks.