Wow lots of milestones today! Congratulations to all. I feel so welcomed here and enjoy reading each day.

Im taking an overnight train to Boston Friday night so I can ride back with my ex and my girls back home. While I’m elated to see them, I’m very nervous to spend 10+ hours in a car with my ex.

On another note, he is being so wishy washy. Yesterday while we were finalizing plans he actually suggested getting a babysitter for Sunday so we could have some intimate time together. I mean two weeks ago he was hell bent on filing for divorce. I can’t take all of these head games! I need to stick to my guns and decline. We can’t be getting divorced and still sleeping together. Here’s to a productive day.