Alcoholism and OCD
I have come to the conclusion that alcoholism is another form of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Perhaps it has been classified as such, I did not check.
I have read a number of threads here about cross-addiction and that confirms to me the OCD tendencies. I find it in my own recovery as well. The activities I have chosen to put my energy into I do obsessively. My sport, exercise, writing, healthy eating and reading here. It does not bother me. It is all good habits.
I believe in time that things will settle and I will be able to live a more balanced life. For now, 5 months in recovery I am happy with these obsessions. It keeps me sober and sane and for that I am so thankful.