Missy I agree with you. Non alcoholic just don’t understand addiction or triggers or the mental obsession. I didn’t read the whole thread so forgive me if I missed something. Bill W died of emphysema. I was once searching car parks for butts. It was that bad. Thank God I overcame that filthy habit. I lost my ex for a while over it. I still get urges but don’t want back the addiction or my smokers cough. Non smokers don’t understand same as non alcoholic. In some ways it is good my ex is dead so he can’t smoke in front of me.Anyway just saying that you have my support.