Originally Posted by
August252015 
Resilience is so important- once we build up some sober muscles, as in days and weeks and...we grow stronger. At first, we just have to not drink. I love to do lists- yours is awfully long compared to what i could do at first.
The honest truth, August. It was more of a wish-list, than a to-do list. I’ve no intention of post, or bank a/c or bills; I know I should, but I’m not up to it, can’t face it. I’d risk drinking when I read how bad it is, not that I don’t actually ‘know’, just don’t wish to ‘see’ it.
Its 2:13 pm and I haven’t made the bed, nor showered, nor walked. I just opened the field gate and let the dogs run around together. Ive eaten once. Watered the plants, because they’re on their last leaves in the sun, and made me feel guilty they’re dying because of me. Yes, it was my Pollyanna list, if only.