Originally Posted by
Grymt 
Hi Briansy. At which point, and why, did you decide to drink.
Saturday evening. Why did I drink? I honestly couldn't even answer that. I think I thought I could get away with it. Utterly stupid. This hard-wiring in my brain is proving very difficult to undo.
I think my gambling is also having an affect. Saturday was my last bet. Let's see if staying away from that will get me across the line in remaining abstinent. I remain committed. Days like today are utter misery. It's a really bad one this time, which given how much I drank is not surprising.