Thank you, everybody ❤.
Soberican; yes, I had a good 9 months but it was relatively easy to not drink during that time. I hadn't really quit, though... It was just, let's wait and see what happens after the baby. Then it became like another month of normal, controlled drinking and then back to zero 🙄😔.
Anna; you're right about the chance for my child to never know me as an alcoholic. I get now, however, how important it is to quit for myself, first and foremost too, though. It's been my biggest motivator.
Anyway, I managed to make it through day 6. The AV has been subtly strong, if you know what I mean. I've replaced drinking with eating, temporarily, and it's been working. So I've basically been stuffing my face 😁. Whatever works, right?
Early sobriety is hard. I hope I can somehow keep my eyes on the ball. Nobody said it would be easy.
Thank you all, again. 🤗