Truth is I like being drunk.
Are you sure?
Trust me, I'm not trying to bust your balls but your attempting to hide how many beer you've had from your drinking buddy [Wife] and you did the right thing in my simple opinion and post here on SR about your drinking.
I loved being drunk until I didn't and then I/my AV would keep telling me I still loved it. This is just my case.
Life went on and I f*&^ a nice family and a number of relationships.