Fading Fast
I am not in a good place right now, My husbend has not drank in (2) weeks, after relapsing 5 or 6 times out of rehab recently and we are both unemployed and living with my parents which for me is not a good thing having issues with my father. I am constanly on my guard waiting for something to go wrong, for him to drink, etc. He has not gone to any meetings and says that he has more on his mind right now then AA. I am an emotional wreck. When it comes to codependancy I wrote the book, I feel more like his watcher then his wife. I feel neglected and unloved, unappreciated. We have only been married for 10 months, and I don;t want to live the rest of my life like this. I try so hard to focus on myself and I always screw up and fall back, and make him my priority. There aren't many Al-Anon meetings in my area, and im not so sure what I should do.