I have been struggling with the "higher power" concept (code word for most people for god). I am an agnostic and don't know if there is or isn't a god …. I have an opinion that there isn't, but it is just an opinion.
That said, I do have something spiritual that I don't call a higher power. I've done fine with that and the big thing is I have to turn my will and my life over to nothing....just turn it over....
I'm right in the middle of looking at this, so things are fluid and I'll have to let you know how it goes.
I'm Ananda, having trouble logging in and hoping to get things fixed soon.