The looking glass
Recovery brings clarity and understanding on so many levels. I was at a boozy lunch today as the designated driver. On a question of whether I have cravings at occasions like this I could honestly reply no. What I do often get though is the feeling that I wish I was not there. I shared this with the group of good friends. One friend replied that she could understand that, I just do not how to socialise sober. That was so true. On reflection I realised that I basically never socialised without alcohol being present in some or other form in my entire adult life. What a scary concept. I am so glad I can now say been there, done that, got the tee-shirt and now I am doing something else.