im really worried for you..as your parents must be as well.
You are YOUNG if you have kids that young...and please listen to us when we tell you.....
It is YOU and those two little babies that you have to keep SAFE.
Your husband is an adult struggling with addiction but he needs to figure IT OUT...just like you had to figure it out...(that sober is better).
You so far have been coping and making it thru even with all the stress...the best place for you and your children is with your parents...Please go there..
Hopefully your husband will sober up and realize that he is not fulfilling his role in your marriage NOR is he fulfilling his role as a parent.
If you stay there..you put yourself, your sobriety and your children at great risk...Please believe that right NOW you have to leave there....that is in the best interest of your children....
Your husband is not a child....he will manage....save yourself!