Really glad you reached out for support instead of drinking.
Anytime those thoughts start trying to tempt me, I think about how that craving would be back ALL the time. It never stops at just one night, that's the great lie.
And the relief I'm looking for can't be found in a substance. I know this, because I tried finding it there and all it brought me was more problems.
Hope your new baby starts sleeping through the night for you soon. I remember those days of having little ones, enjoy it! The time goes by so quickly and you will never regret being sober and present for your children.