Originally Posted by
Tatsy 
Anna, it’s so good to see you too! Thankyou for your words of encouragement, I really hope I can stop drinking and rebuild my life. This drinking life is torturous, and soul destroying. Thankyou for everything you do here, Anna
Just going to say - you've done it once, now you know you can do it again. Not sure if you go to AA or any other support group, but I found it was a lot easier quitting with support than trying by myself.
You can do this. You are not a failure in any way. This is tough. If it were easy - well, there would be no need for these forums, now, would there?
Be the awesomeness that you know you can be. You got this.