Our past doesn't define us if we don't want it to FR.
I relapsed weekly for 15 years,
Then I didn't.
Just a few tweaks here and there to my plan got me started - and then I changed from being that guy into who I am now - the non drinker.
Drinking is not on the cards anymore - ever, no matter what - and I don't feel the slightest bit of nervousness or doubt in saying that
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