Don't wish for God to take your life...wish for God to take the alcohol away so that you can see clearly that there is a better life available to you....
I found it a month ago....and I'm not going to give it up.
I was like you....I saw no way out the last 6 years...I got sick of being sick.
You sound sick of being sick...please bargin with yourself on a quit date and give it a shot.....Glad you posted.....Sorry you are feeling horrible.
But it is ALL THE ALCOHOL.