Feeling good
I'm now into week 3 of getting back on track, week 2 of new meds. I don't want to temp fate, but I'm feeling really good. Everything is slotting into place nicely.
It's been good to be off work, I've been pottering about, eating well, falling asleep a lot, but it's all part of the process. I have zero negative thoughts, I haven't the shouting in my head, I've been really calm, no pacing. I no longer dread waking up the next day with thoughts of how my moods going to be. I'm definitely levelling out. I feel like I'm the person I should be. I was concerned about new meds in case they left me feeling nothing or being a zombie. I have no worries now, I'm still able to laugh and cry and feel. Best of all I haven't the need to get smashed to block out my crazy thinking.
In fact I really do believe that I'm gonna win this battle. Time will tell, but for now I'm good,, content, strong and positive.
Much love as always
Doris xx