@misssy2 thank you. Yes fentanyl is probably the most easiest **** to get hooked on. Im really familiar with it since that was the main ingredient to mix with to make crystal. Two of my friends would drink Lean (that liquid heroin) then mix it with crystal and burying them one after the other is probably what still eats me alive. I miss them dearly and they will never see me breaking the chain and getting cleaned up. But, my family will which is the most important. They said the first two weeks of sobriety is difficult but i will get past it. Im desperate for sobriety and like back then how i would do anything to get my fix. Its the same mentality for me getting sober. I hope im making sense .