You've done 11days why throw all your hard work away now, if you drink it will only bring misery, you'll wake with a hangover, feeling anxious,you'll beat yourself up. Is it really worth it ? push through today, that's all you have to do my friend. Take a day at a time, keep posting,we are all in the same boat or once were. Dig deep an find your fire to beat it today. Keep going , much love Doris x