Sorry for what you arw going thru. Has to suck. Makes You think why did I decide to stop drinking now. But You know everything happens for a reason. Think about it you think ypur loved ones would want you to be sick. Feel me . be the strong one you can do this. Promise You .you would be proud of yourself as well as the fam. Unfortunately we alcys dont have a stop button feel me least I don't. Just play the tape.