There is only one judge and they are not reading sr looking for something.
Interesting life you are leading.
We here know the addict has to want to quit. Otherwise it will never happen.
Quitting hurts like nothing I can explain and staying quit is a lifetime practice.
Folks here have offered regrets after decades of non drinking.
Hopefully, you made some money after the resale and can do something nice for yourself and anyone else you choose.
You deserve it.
Thanks.