Congrats on 4 months-that’s fantastic!!
At the 4 month mark, my emotions were all over the place. The most consistent emotion I experienced though was rage. Not grumpy, not mad, 100% RAGE.
Looking back, it was like I turned into the Hulk in less than a second, about anything and everything.
But it passed. By 6 months, the rage had passed. I was on a better emotional trajectory. At 13 months, I’m pretty evened out. I still have my moments but nothing like the 4 month mark.
Hang in there...this too shall pass.