Well made it nicely through the casino event. Got a creepy upgraded room with a jacuzzi and steam room. Loved the steam room tho...that was nice. Don't know about the whole black mirrored jacuzzi by the bed. Wayyyy too many mirrors in that room. Jesus. Saw more of myself than I have in years. More than I needed.
So worked out, ate some food, got a cookie the size of my face (why is everything BIG in casino's?) and fell asleep at 9pm.
Yeah, Yeah. I knew I wouldn't drink...but well, maybe I was just a bit concerned.
Sad state of affairs at my parents. My mom just tells me I'm pretty, needs lots of hugs and claps her hands when she's happy. Its heartbreaking. This woman was a force of nature, that frankly was pretty rough growing up, but I always respected her. Still do. But Jesus. What a mess.
So, should be a soul crushing week. My dad just asks me about my ex all the time. Which is fine, just weird. Cause the husband that is all over the house in photo's is the one that died...my second husband. And he doesn't remember him at all. No sympathy for what happened there even when they could give it. Now they don't even know who he is. Gawd its weird. Really ****** weird.