Hey, Sweeti-I hope today is your 3rd day sober. You never have to go through withdrawals again--just don't pick up again, and that torture will be a thing of your past. It's hard, hard, hard I know, but you can do this, and a good and hopeful life awaits. I have been rooting and praying for you, and will continue to do so. You deserve a good and decent life; work for sobriety as if your life depends on it-because it does.