Originally Posted by August252015

I'm going to gently (or a bit more directly) nudge you in all seriousness - please take to heart then put to action the wise words of less and Dee and others who are advising you to change what you are doing.

Thinking, hoping, trying- all these passive verbs, if you will, HAVE to be changed into choose, plan, do.

I always want to encourage hope- but the bottom line is we don't get infinite chances to get sober. You are alive and right on the cusp of a chance- take it.