No judgment. But I'll say that it's not shocking to me, based on your responses in your previous threads, that you decided to drink again. I had asked if you could pinpoint what exactly led to your drinking again most recently. Instead of being specific you responded that you had gotten complacent among other things.
I think you need to deeply look at the steps that lead up to the thinkng wherein you decide that you're going to drink. Until you address specifically what it is that convinces you that you should drink, you're just going to continue to do so over and over.
You're not hopeless and you certainly have a drive to get sober. But you need to take the steps that are required in order to secure that sobriety for yourself and for your family.