(((Kevin))) it's real early here, I'm typing this with tears..what a RELIEF that you did the right thing. Please keep talking doing what you're doing to keep on the straight path, WE all know what happens if you stray off it, and WE all know how hard it is to get back on it.....not worth the risk, just not. Making ourselves sick never once solved anything, not once. I hope you sleep well, you'll be waking up so grateful you didn't let the beast snag you. I'm thanking my HP right now for helping you.
So happy you're feeling a bit better, I'm with Janet, keep the faith, something will come along soon.
Much love....Denise