Bonnie, not sure what podcasts you listen to specifically but I have really enjoyed the following:
The Shrink Next Door
Sword and Scale (pretty hardcore crime so listener discretion is advised)
Dr. Death
Serial Killers
The Dropout
The Band Played On (also some disturbing content)
Sawbones (medical history!!)
Just in case you needed some recs. I love true crime and stuff too. I have a ton of fictional podcasts also if you need new stuff to listen to. Sorry to just butt in but I love podcasts and wanted to share. I think you're doing really well considering your circumstances!