Sorry to hear this Sasha. As much as we might expect it or have thought about it, I’m sure it is still shocking.

Did you know he was that bad off? Struggling with my own XAH. Based on some of his recent behaviors, it feels like only a matter of time before he kills himself or lands in jail. Every time he goes MIA or I get a random call I am hoping he is in jail. Never works though unfortunately. I just find myself wondering how long this lasts...?