I hit one year sober early this month and physically and mostly mentally feel great. Work has been challenging but in the last three months or so, I am almost paranoid about losing my job. I have been there 25 years and the VP I work for now is very chaotic and it is hard lead my group with all the constant shifting of agendas.
I have worked the steps, turned things over to God, have an excellent support system and Sponsor- my fear isn’t falling off the wagon, I just go through waves of worry and then things are ok. When I worry about work, all other irrational worries seem to hit too. I guess drinking just numbed everything.
Thoughts?