And then I start to think that maybe after so many months I can drink normally? Doesn’t the fact that I’ve got this sober time under my belt prove it’d be okay to drink? This is the kind of nonsense going through my head at the worst times. And I know it’s nonsense, but I get temporarily stupid once in a while and I’m afraid I might just talk myself into making a big mistake when **** starts getting me down.
It's great you know it's nonsense Bonniefloyd.
People drink around us all the time. Some of them can, some of them shouldn't -but I have to keep in focus whats best for me, and that's not to drink at all.
If my lifes not what I want it to be, or I'm feeling a little meh...the answers probably out there somewhere but its not in the bottom of a glass?
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