Originally Posted by
Ghostlight1 
You can hope this is the last time you go through this, or you can make it the last time you go through this. It's really up to you.
Thank you for pointing that out! I didn't realize I said that. I appreciate the support and encouragement. Prayer has been big for me too. Being surrounded by family that drinks in moderation is constant reminder of what I can't have. There's no way I can drink in moderation. I just have to be ok with that. Maybe having SR is the missing piece that will give me the extra push to keep going. Thanks