Yeah, I miss the act of doing something in that moment, not the drinking of beer.
I didn’t gag when I tasted beer for the first time though.
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What I really don’t miss: Which is how I know I have firm sobriety, is the feeling of drinking. I don’t want to be in that state any more. I like being me. The thought of being in the drinking state scares and nauseates me. It has only connotations of sickness and pain, now.