Hello and welcome. You'll find a lot of support here.
You can hope this is the last time you go through this, or you can make it the last time you go through this. It's really up to you.
I, too, love your name. Prayer is what saves me from drinking.
If you want to be sober more than you want to drink, you're on your way to sobriety.
It may take prayer, it may take AA, it may take any of a number of things. But all of them are attainable if you have an open mind and are willing.
I was a very bad drunk and haven't had a drink of alcohol in over ten years.
It took effort to stop hoping and start taking action, because I had proven time and again, I couldn't quit on my own.
I hope you stick around. You really can quit. Believe.