Money and time. I've been at home for almost 8 months now. Free to do whatever. I was drinking all day. Probably have a quarter of a pint of rum down by now (9am). I chose to stop cuz I knew it was not going to be pretty as I got older health wise (Im 47). Best choice I ever made as far as I'm concerned. Sure its only been 8 days but its been 8 days that I feel better. Like I've been released from the torture chamber and I actually feel good. Its not easy cuz I'm still sitting here bored, with money, time, no responsibilities, but its worth it, plus that hundred and some odd dollars is still in my wallet.