Totally understandable. You had to pick up all the pieces for your ex even after his death AND be a sport about it while he gets all kinds of fictional accolades from people who didn’t have a clue about who he was or the kind of crap you’ve had to deal with. Oh, and who did zero to actually help.
Your waaay overdue for some healthy “what about MY NEEDS” meltdown backlash from being saintly and if there’s anything the airlines (or the healthcare industry or anything customer service related) is good at, it’s triggering sub-psychotic rage.
Can you pay for an upgrade? You deserve it 100%.
It’s SASHA TIME.