thomas11

Hi Everyone, thanks for your concerns. Things are fine today, but I do realize that the feelings I have been having are not going away. They are not intensifying, but not disappearing either.

The family issue is just a twist, a wrinkle if you will. I have decided I will go see them Thursday after the gym. Father's day is coming up and I feel a sense of obligation to visit. Its been a long time. Probably just over year.

Here's the scary part and Scott mentioned this, its tough to come to grips that something is not right in your head. In your mind. Admitting I am an alcoholic was very hard, now I need to admit my brain doesn't work as well as I think it should. Not a pleasant thought.