Thank you for replying to me and for being there for me. It´s much appreciated.
I´m really scared of a relapse, as this was such a bad episode, but I´m doing everything I can to avoid it.
Today I worked in my garden with my neighbor and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I also cleaned my house. During my depression I barely cleaned it and I gained 8 kilos (I´m European, so I think in kilos) which I´m trying to get off. I went swimming yesterday and as I weighed myself and took a good look in the mirror, I saw how much the extra weight looks unhealthy on me.
What I really struggle with is procrastination. I have important things to do, but I keep putting them off, as I don´t have the energy yet. I really hope it comes back.
I think this might be the right place to get myself together and I´m feeling hopeful today.