SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information - View Single Post - Recovering after major depression
View Single Post
Old 06-09-2019, 01:23 PM   #5 (permalink)
BlueRose31
Member
 
BlueRose31's Avatar
 

Join Date: Jun 2019
Location: Northen Europe
Posts: 7
Thank you for replying to me and for being there for me. Its much appreciated.

Im really scared of a relapse, as this was such a bad episode, but Im doing everything I can to avoid it.

Today I worked in my garden with my neighbor and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I also cleaned my house. During my depression I barely cleaned it and I gained 8 kilos (Im European, so I think in kilos) which Im trying to get off. I went swimming yesterday and as I weighed myself and took a good look in the mirror, I saw how much the extra weight looks unhealthy on me.

What I really struggle with is procrastination. I have important things to do, but I keep putting them off, as I dont have the energy yet. I really hope it comes back.

I think this might be the right place to get myself together and Im feeling hopeful today.
BlueRose31 is offline   Reply With Quote
The Following 2 Users Say Thank You to BlueRose31 For This Useful Post:
Astro (06-10-2019), hopeful4 (06-11-2019)