Hi Zamie - I'm so glad you joined us.
I wasn't able to become a social drinker after becoming dependent on it. I wasted precious years trying. I was so afraid to let go of it - I don't know why. It was bringing me nothing but misery in the end. Once that first drink is in our system, our resolve to have just a few goes out the window.
I hope you'll keep posting. This is a great place for encouragement.