As I healed from my 40 plus years of off and on drinking I could feel myself getting better.
I suffered paranoia, aches and pains, the inability to stand in one place comfortably for any period of time etc etc etc. I was a dead man walking.
As I continue to heal my addict mind periodically jumps up and says it is time to drink again.
Thanks to SR, I have been educated to know i will continue to feel pulls toward addiction again, even while loving my healthier mind and body.
I have sober role models that I see almost daily and they remind me, without their knowing, how amazing being a non drinker is.
It is like driving a Corvette in a race against folks riding tricycles. It is super super cool!
I suffered like I can't explain getting here and I am so proud to be this clean words can't describe.
I thank God everyday for SR and all of you.
Amen.
Thanks.