Thanks everyone for the supportive replies. Just feeling very down and not like myself the last couple of days. I think because it’s summer and it is my most favorite time and I’m used to drinking while doing so many summer activities. Friends are having our regular summer game night tonight and I cancelled going at the last minute because I knew they would be drinking. They are by no means heavy drinkers but I just don’t trust myself after last night. Feeling down in the dumps. Trying to find motivation to just get up and get going with regular activities. Thanks for letting me vent.