Wow Lucy, this is so inspirational. I have tried to quit on my own multiple times. This time i am much like you and enlisting the help of my partner instead of trying to hide things.
It is game changing for me. The other side of the coin however is a bit soul baring and sometimes embrassing. I commend you on for doing the right thing for you.
When i finally let him in and asked for his help he actually cried and told me he was proud of me.
Felt really good.
Hope you are having a happy, relieved, and sober day.