Originally Posted by
snitch 
No, no, no, no!!! You are heading into insane thinking. Starting to romanatcize the drink. Thinking you can moderate when that is not your truth.
This was your first post here.
if you are an alcoholic like me you will never be able to moderate. There will never be enough alcohol to satisfy you. It will ruin your holiday and it will ruin your life.
I suggest writing a gratitude list of everything you are grateful for today because you are sober.
You're right..thinking I could go back to drinking and moderation leads to the same old cycle I've been stuck in for years. I've resolved not to drink on the trip..posting this message and reading your replies has solidified this decision for me, thank you!