Hi, Caesar. I'm glad you are reaching out. I am like you, always trying to quit in my own. It never seemed to work. I now have about 56 days sober...(I would have to check my calendar for the exact date)...and ive done it by making little changes, like going to AA, for one. Its getting easier every day. At first, I thought about drinking alot. But lately, I dont even think about it much. Life's problems are srill here, but Im so glad to be sober! It makes everything else so much easier. Im so glad tou are here and I really hope you will stay!