Hi Pistons
the best advice anyone can give you - and I'm not being flippant - is stop drinking.
If you're struggling with anxiety drinking is likely to be exacerbating that not helping you deal with it.
I drank to try and control my anxiety and I ended up with my original anxiety plus a new level of anxiety whenever I wanted a drink.
Apart from antabuse what else were you doing to stay sober those nearly nine months?
D