And I thought
I was getting off light this time. Maybe the several day bender wasn't going to be so hard to overcome. Yeah I was exhausted from being awake for 30 hours since my last drink. The fluids and ativan at the ER were a huge help. Thought the rest would have me feeling better when I woke up.
Wow did I fool myself (again)! The voices I kept hearing last night didn't make it pleasant. I searched the house wondering if I left a radio on, but the direction of the music kept changing. Definitely in my head. Then the good ol' nightmares, topped with waking up freezing, drenched in sweat. I can deal with those though. It's feeling like my eyes are wonky and won't focus is the one that drives me nuts. At least the anxiety is almost nil, so I'm avoiding taking an ativan and just sucking it up.
Day 2 for the...3rd time? Maybe 4th, I don't remember. Just downloaded a bunch of different sober apps on the phone to check out.