Originally Posted by
WeThinkNot Hi Charx,
Have you ever addressed the underlying issues of why you were drinking in the first place? If I'm reading this correctly you have been abstinent from alcohol for over three years while white knuckling and substituting your addiction for another.
I was not able to begin my own journey until I let go of resentments and started practicing forgiveness. Much easier said than done.
I first became sober 3 years ago for 6 months.. then drank and sober back and forth... sober a month or so then drink again...