Originally Posted by
Codependy76 
Right now I have no where else to talk or vent or ask questions. I feel bad for even posting here because I feel that I'm not being positive. I'm exhausted mentally, not doing very well physically because of the stress and pain, and I just want some peace.
You are in the right place and never feel bad for posting. There is lots of support here for you. Everyone understands that this doesn't happen in the blink of an eye.
It is going to take time. Please don't think anyone is judging you, just trying to give suggestions to make your life easier and happier, which it will be, but again, it does take time.
Keep posting as much as you like, it's good to have feedback, sometimes we can get too much in our own heads and a little perspective goes a long way.